so far this year is getting so much better.... but as much as i love finally moving along this year... i feel like i'm forgetting something, or leaving something behind? i got my report card... A in english... F iin spanish, P.I.G., GYM, oh, and chem.
but i did pass pig for the semester, cuz i had gotten a D first quarter.... and a D in BOCES. so far, i have a flat 65 in that class... i am sooooo screwed. something tells me that no matter how much i try to pick my grades up out of the gutter, i still won't make it into SCAD.
and for some reaason, mom hates the idea of me doing suffolk for a semester, or even a year, just to pick up my grades.
but aside from school, things are alright, i guess. stagecrew is coming along nicely, even though we're behind schedule by a week, because regents week threw us off. my guitar playing has been one of the few things that mom cannot take away from me... its almost been a year of straight lessons, and i've gotten so much better. i busted my knee, so actually getting better at skateboarding is out of the question till probably the summer... lol.. i'm failing all my classes, and all i can think of is THIS RANDOM CRAP? LOL. just goes to show how much i've changed in the past few years, not that any of you actually know me that long... aside from chibi, i think. hmm... weirdo.
ya. on mom taking things away from me... i am "not allowed" to do any more of my strange "artsy" sketches anymore... not that it matters here, i cant even get anything onto this thing because my scanner is finally dead. but ya. no more painting, sketching, anything, unless it's all happy and bright. in some ays, maybe thats a good think, because maybe them she'll notice what else i'm doing, but in other ways... she's stripping me of my voice. darkbastardangel kinda helped me sort through that a little... but it's still quite.... odd.
outs: all this is confusing...
alright, i'll let ya'll muddle over this for a bit.
much love,
phoebe.
been a while
Yearning
<3
